A Place called my Mind
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
ON THE BUS CONTEMPLATING
As I am riding the bus home at 10:30pm on Memorial Day, I just realized that I have been in the library for 7 hours and what did I accomplish?
Maybe just a little of nothing!
I finished writing a one page paper and watched TV online for the rest of the time I was there. I needed a break; from all the realities that have been going on in my life with Television....it always makes everything go away.
Then it hit me. How did I end up here on the bus.
I went from owning my own car to riding the bus in a short period of time.
I don't know how happened but I think that it all happened for a good reason.
Allah has ways of show me what is important. I believe that everything that is happening to me for a reason, and that maybe I should learn something from all of this.....
I like the bus. I feel comfortable here and most of all I get Werda time, to reflect on what has become me.
It seems like I haven't been paying attention to what is around me and i didn't realize how lucky and unfortunate i am....but can I see that I am lucky enough to have all that i have or did i just stumbled to all that has became my life of lately.
As I look on my side, I realize that shit life is hard, life is a choice and sometimes life is a surprise to the outcome of one’s actions.
But do we really have to suffer the way that we do because of our actions.
I remember a time of my life when all we had to eat was a meal a day but I was happy because I didn’t know better.
But now that I know that one can have more than one meal a day, I feel like I need more in my life too…
Things that don’t even make sense for me to have I got, but what do I still say… “Life is hard” is it really? or i am just lucky to be unfortunate?
Maybe just a little of nothing!
I finished writing a one page paper and watched TV online for the rest of the time I was there. I needed a break; from all the realities that have been going on in my life with Television....it always makes everything go away.
Then it hit me. How did I end up here on the bus.
I went from owning my own car to riding the bus in a short period of time.
I don't know how happened but I think that it all happened for a good reason.
Allah has ways of show me what is important. I believe that everything that is happening to me for a reason, and that maybe I should learn something from all of this.....
I like the bus. I feel comfortable here and most of all I get Werda time, to reflect on what has become me.
It seems like I haven't been paying attention to what is around me and i didn't realize how lucky and unfortunate i am....but can I see that I am lucky enough to have all that i have or did i just stumbled to all that has became my life of lately.
As I look on my side, I realize that shit life is hard, life is a choice and sometimes life is a surprise to the outcome of one’s actions.
But do we really have to suffer the way that we do because of our actions.
I remember a time of my life when all we had to eat was a meal a day but I was happy because I didn’t know better.
But now that I know that one can have more than one meal a day, I feel like I need more in my life too…
Things that don’t even make sense for me to have I got, but what do I still say… “Life is hard” is it really? or i am just lucky to be unfortunate?
posted by my thoughts at 5:29 PM
1 Comments:
Werda time, that's right! Um, between you and me, as blog writers, I think you should spell check your title. :D XOXOXO
Seeing the way you write makes me want to try something unedited and purely string-of-thought. Feel free to call me on anything that smells like BS. ;P
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